The thought of waking up one morning and realizing that I have squandered all of my natural born talents. Having never fulfilled my expectations for myself, or having never taught another human being anything worth while, to bring about more awareness in this world. I want, more than anything to teach others that in life, there are only two choices, Love, or Fear.
My greatest demon is procrastination, and it is indeed my fear that this demon will topple me and crush my efforts to show others they should choose love every time, for all time. I am a writer, a story teller, and a teacher, these are my passions but I've always taken the position of student , and his behind this guise for so very long. I think my true face is beginning to show. People are starting to catch on that I'm not nearly as oblivious as I let on. It is fear of responsibility that keeps me from grabbing hold of the destiny I so clearly see before me.
It is my worst nightmare to realize one day, that my time is up and I have wasted away my time with idle distractions and poor shallow excuses. My starting this blog is a tool to combat my demon, or at the very least transcend it. Procrastination is but a small part of my being, I am larger than life. It's time to be that person finally.
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