Umm... Well I was proud of myself for diligently sticking to this blogging everyday...
until I looked down at the clock and realized I didn't make a post for monday and it's already past 12 am.
As a measure of active humility, I am trying to learn to live a life without things such as 'Pride' or anger or sadness... In other words, I am trying to be like the Buddha.
There is not much in my life I am too proud of, but certainly nothing that I am entirely ashamed or regretful of either.
I guess I kinda exist in that weird middle ground, where everything is kinda looked at subjectively. I'm more content with myself as I am and in the direction I am going, rather than proud of any feat I have accomplished or thing I have experienced.
What I'm trying to say is...
I am grateful for being in my own skin at this very moment. I cannot and will not feed that ego that wants me to look at myself and praise myself with biased accolades and put myself on a pedestal.
*shrugs* I dunno...
Anyway I love you all, whomever you might be... thank you for caring enough to look at this sorry little blog lol!
Good night!
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